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One dollar and eighty-seven cents. That was all. And sixty cents
of it was in pennies. Pennies saved one and two at a time by bulldozing
the grocer and the vegetable man and the butcher until one's cheeks
burned with the silent imputation of parsimony that such close
dealing implied. Three times Della counted it. One dollar and
eighty- seven cents. And the next day would be Christmas.
There was clearly nothing to do but flop down on the shabby little
couch and howl. So Della did it. Which instigates the moral reflection
that life is made up of sobs, sniffles, and smiles, with sniffles
predominating.
While the mistress of the home is gradually subsiding from the
first stage to the second, take a look at the home. A furnished
flat at $8 per week. It did not exactly beggar description, but
it certainly had that word on the lookout for the mendicancy squad.
In the vestibule below was a letter-box into which no letter
would go, and an electric button from which no mortal finger could
coax a ring. Also appertaining thereunto was a card bearing the
name "Mr. James Dillingham Young."
The "Dillingham" had been flung to the breeze during
a former period of prosperity when its possessor was being paid
$30 per week. Now, when the income was shrunk to $20, the letters
of "Dillingham" looked blurred, as though they were
thinking seriously of contracting to a modest and unassuming D.
But whenever Mr. James Dillingham Young came home and reached
his flat above he was called "Jim" and greatly hugged
by Mrs. James Dillingham Young, already introduced to you as Della.
Which is all very good.
Della finished her cry and attended to her cheeks with the powder
rag. She stood by the window and looked out dully at a gray cat
walking a gray fence in a gray backyard. Tomorrow would be Christmas
Day, and she had only $1.87 with which to buy Jim a present. She
had been saving every penny she could for months, with this result.
Twenty dollars a week doesn't go far. Expenses had been greater
than she had calculated. They always are. Only $1.87 to buy a
present for Jim. Her Jim. Many a happy hour she had spent planning
for something nice for him. Something fine and rare and sterling-something
just a little bit near to being worthy of the honor of being owned
by Jim.
There was a pier glass between the windows of the room. Perhaps
you have seen a pier glass in an $8 flat. A very thin and very
agile person may, by observing his reflection in a rapid sequence
of longitudinal strips, obtain a fairly accurate conception of
his looks. Della, being slender, had mastered the art.
Suddenly she whirled from the window and stood before the glass.
Her eyes were shining brilliantly, but her face had lost its color
within twenty seconds. Rapidly she pulled down her hair and let
it fall to its full length.
Now, there were two possessions of the James Dillingham Youngs
in which they both took a mighty pride. One was Jim's gold watch
that had been his father's and his grandfather's. The other was
Della's hair. Had the queen of Sheba lived in the flat across
the airshaft, Della would have let her hair hang out the window
some day to dry just to depreciate Her Majesty's jewels and gifts.
Had King Solomon been the janitor, with all his treasures piled
up in the basement, Jim would have pulled out his watch every
time he passed, just to see him pluck at his beard from envy.
So now Della's beautiful hair fell about her rippling and shining
like a cascade of brown waters. It reached below her knee and
made itself almost a garment for her. And then she did it up again
nervously and quickly. Once she faltered for a minute and stood
still while a tear or two splashed on the worn red carpet.
On went her old brown jacket; on went her old brown hat. With
a whirl of skirts and with the brilliant sparkle still in her
eyes, she fluttered out the door and down the stairs to the street.
Where she stopped the sign read: "Mme. Sofronie. Hair Goods
of All Kinds."
One flight up Della ran, and collected herself, panting. Madame,
large, too white, chilly, hardly looked the "Sofronie."
"Will you buy my hair?" asked Della.
"I buy hair," said Madame. "Take yer hat off and
let's have a sight at the looks of it."
Down rippled the brown cascade.
"Twenty dollars," said Madame, lifting the mass with
a practised hand.
"Give it to me quick," said Della.
Oh, and the next two hours tripped by on rosy wings. Forget the
hashed metaphor. She was ransacking the stores for Jim's present.
She found it at last. It surely had been made for Jim and no
one else. There was no other like it in any of the stores, and
she had turned all of them inside out. It was a platinum fob chain
simple and chaste in design, properly proclaiming its value by
substance alone and not by meretricious ornamentation-as all good
things should do. It was even worthy of The Watch. As soon as
she saw it she knew that it must be Jim's. It was like him. Quietness
and value-the description applied to both. Twenty-one dollars
they took from her for it, and she hurried home with the 87 cents.
With that chain on his watch Jim might be properly anxious about
the time in any company. Grand as the watch was, he sometimes
looked at it on the sly on account of the old leather strap that
he used in place of a chain.
When Della reached home her intoxication gave way a little to
prudence and reason. She got out her curling irons and lighted
the gas and went to work repairing the ravages made by generosity
added to love. Which is always a tremendous task, dear friends-a
mammoth task.
Within forty minutes her head was covered with tiny, close-lying
curls that made her look wonderfully like a truant schoolboy.
She looked at her reflection in the mirror long, carefully, and
critically.
"If Jim doesn't kill me," she said to herself, "before
he takes a second look at me, he'll say I look like a Coney Island
chorus girl. But what could I do-oh! what could I do with a dollar
and eighty-seven cents?"
At 7 o'clock the coffee was made and the frying pan was on the
back of the stove hot and ready to cook the chops. Jim was never
late. Della doubled the fob chain in her hand and sat on the corner
of the table near the door that he always entered. Then she heard
his step on the stair away down on the first flight, and she turned
white for just a moment.
She had a habit of saying little silent prayers about the simplest
everyday things, and now she whispered: "Please God, make
him think I am still pretty."
The door opened and Jim stepped in and closed it. He looked thin
and very serious. Poor fellow, he was only twenty-two-and to be
burdened with a family! He needed a new overcoat and he was without
gloves. Jim stopped inside the door, as immovable as a setter
at the scent of quail. His eyes were fixed upon Della, and there
was an expression in them that she could not read, and it terrified
her. It was not anger, nor surprise, nor disapproval, nor horror,
nor any of the sentiments that she had been prepared for. He simply
stared at her fixedly with that peculiar expression on his face.
Della wriggled off the table and went for him.
"Jim, darling," she cried, "don't look at me that
way. I had my hair cut off and sold because I couldn't have lived
through Christmas without giving you a present. It'll grow out
again-you won't mind, will you? I just had to do it. My hair grows
awfully fast. Say `Merry Christmas!' Jim, and let's be happy.
You don't know what a nice-what a beautiful, nice gift I've got
for you."
"You've cut off your hair?" asked Jim, laboriously,
as if he had not arrived at that patent fact yet even after the
hardest mental labor.
"Cut it off and sold it," said Della. "Don't you
like me just as well, anyhow? I'm me without my hair, ain't I?"
Jim looked about the room curiously.
"You say your hair is gone?" he said, with an air almost
of idiocy.
"You needn't look for it," said Della. "It's sold,
I tell you-sold and gone, too. It's Christmas Eve, boy. Be good
to me, for it went for you. Maybe the hairs of my head were numbered,"
she went on with sudden serious sweetness, "but nobody could
ever count my love for you. Shall I put the chops on, Jim?"
Out of his trance Jim seemed quickly to wake. He enfolded his
Della. For ten seconds let us regard with discreet scrutiny some
inconsequential object in the other direction. Eight dollars a
week or a million a year-what is the difference? A mathematician
or a wit would give you the wrong answer. The magi brought valuable
gifts, but that was not among them. This dark assertion will be
illuminated later on.
Jim drew a package from his overcoat pocket and threw it upon
the table.
"Don't make any mistake, Dell," he said, "about
me. I don't think there's anything in the way of a haircut or
a shave or a shampoo that could make me like my girl any less.
But if you'll unwrap that package you may see why you had me going
a while at first."
White fingers and nimble tore at the string and paper. And then
an ecstatic scream of joy; and then, alas! a quick feminine change
to hysterical tears and wails, necessitating the immediate employment
of all the comforting powers of the lord of the flat.
For there lay The Combs-the set of combs, side and back, that
Della had worshipped long in a Broadway window. Beautiful combs,
pure tortoise shell, with jeweled rims-just the shade to wear
in the beautiful vanished hair. They were expensive combs, she
knew, and her heart had simply craved and yearned over them without
the least hope of possession. And now, they were hers, but the
tresses that should have adorned the coveted adornments were gone.
But she hugged them to her bosom, and at length she was able
to look up with dim eyes and a smile and say: "My hair grows
so fast, Jim!"
And then Della leaped up like a little singed cat and cried, "Oh,
oh!"
Jim had not yet seen his beautiful present. She held it out to
him eagerly upon her open palm. The dull precious metal seemed
to flash with a reflection of her bright and ardent spirit.
"Isn't it a dandy, Jim? I hunted all over town to find it.
You'll have to look at the time a hundred times a day now. Give
me your watch. I want to see how it looks on it."
Instead of obeying, Jim tumbled down on the couch and put his
hands under the back of his head and smiled.
"Dell," said he, "let's put our Christmas presents
away and keep 'em a while. They're too nice to use just at present.
I sold the watch to get the money to buy your combs. And now suppose
you put the chops on."
The magi, as you know, were wise men-wonderfully wise men-who
brought gifts to the Babe in the manger. They invented the art
of giving Christmas presents. Being wise, their gifts were no
doubt wise ones, possibly bearing the privilege of exchange in
case of duplication. And here I have lamely related to you the
uneventful chronicle of two foolish children in a flat who most
unwisely sacrificed for each other the greatest treasures of their
house. But in a last word to the wise of these days let it be
said that of all who give gifts these two were the wisest. Of
all who give and receive gifts, such as they are wisest. Everywhere
they are wisest. They are the magi.
Source: "The Gift of the Magi", O. Henry,
1906, Andrews & McMeel, UK
"The message of the heart is
very clear. Its message is unambiguous. You have a heart. Think
of the other person. You know, it is not like a mirror in which
you look at yourself. Here the heart must look at others. And
we start doing that in a humble way, whatever we can. Give with
the heart. Because a million dollars, you know, a cheque for
a million dollars, without the heart, saying, "What is
this fellow coming troubling me? Take a million dollars,"
it is useless. It is the heart which makes of the gift, a gift."
-Chariji in "The
Heart as the Instrument of Realisation,"
Heart to Heart, Vol. III, p. 92
Q: What do you think giving has to do with spirituality?
Q: Is it easier for you to give or receive? Why?
Q: In this story, the two young people give up the
things that are important to them for each other. Their acts are
of renunciation (look up the word or ask someone what it means).
How easy do you think this would be? Would you renounce the possessions
you value for someone else?
O, Master!
Thou art the real goal of human life.
We are yet but slaves of wishes
Putting bar to our advancement,
Thou art the only God and power
To bring us up to that stage.
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